I'm packing it up and putting it away. That's it. I'll look one more time but that's it. 'Just once more.
As I look over my memories of 2009, there are those I will hold onto and wrap up, placing in a safe place in my memory. I know I will think about them and unwrap them from time to time... sweet, joyful memories.
There are other memories I glance at. I will wrap them up and put them away as quick as I can...never to be re-opened again. Anyway, I shouldn't re-open them again. Those are the 'somebody done somebody wrong' memories...they need to be let go.
2009 had it's share of difficulties..there were things I didn't think I could face, but had to. Those are the memories that become part of me. Those are the memories where I cried out to God and said, "I cannot do this...". He stepped in like He does, and filled me with His strength, His grace and unmerited favor; and because of His great love, I made it through. Those memories solidify in my heart and build my faith in My Lord. Those memories I wear and will carry with me into 2010.
As I am looking over these 2009 blasts to the past I find more tender memories than I can count. I will carefully wrap them and hold them close - family, friendships...all the times we spent together...priceless,timeless. They accumulate over the years and sweeten my life, year to year.
There was the now famous slogan, "Change" in 2009. Indeed, it was a year of change. Changes in our world, changes that brought challenges. 'Guess I can't wrap them up and put them away! 'Looks like they're here to stay. 'Not that change is a bad thing. 2009 was a time to remember/reset priorities - going back to what is important. That is a good thing.
I sigh as I realize this is it. But, it's ok. When I look at what I am packing up and taking into 2010, I see that 2009 has been a profitable year. This may be the end, but it's only the beginning. Let's see, 2010, what change can I bring to make our world a better place?
My prayer: My Heavenly Father - Thank You for the time You give us. Thank You for Your great love. Thank You for 2009. Thank You for Your blessings and victory. Thank You for Your love and mercy. In this new year, 2010, may we, Your people, be the change the world needs. Changed by Your Holy Spirit, by Your Word - changed to make a difference. In Jesus' name - Amen.
